i am so happy that i got in the company of my choice :)
immediately the next day after my interview!
it's going to be so convenient, so near newton mrt!
and the best part, i got what i want:
NO programming! :))
有时他令我生气到要爆炸，
伤心地哭得像个泪人。
当然也令我非常非常得开心。
他对我来说 ‘又爱又恨’。
这三年以来..
我觉得他为了我改变了很多，
真的令我很感动。
他当然不是变到十全十美，
但我就是喜欢这样的他。
女生总是要找 ‘理想的情人’，
我觉得根本no such things.
最重要就是把握你身旁的人。
当你找到你爱的人，
什么帅哥，什么富翁
都已经不重要了。
所为的 “有情饮水饱”。
I have a strong feeling that he is the one :)十二星座里，
谁是真正“有情饮水饱”的星座恋人？（女生）
#1: 射手
#2: 天蝎(shumin!)
天蝎女看似冷漠，其实用情至深，无论在多困苦的情况下都不会抛弃对方，她们最忍受不了的不是另外一半物质上的匮乏，而是精神与背叛；天蝎是注重灵与肉结合的星座
，只要在这两点上满足她，她就能对你不理不弃。而且蝎子女们天生性感，有这样的性感女友，可是八辈子修来的福气哦。
#3: 巨蟹 (我！）
巨蟹女是只要有爱她们就可以在你身边吃苦耐劳，为你默默付出不求回报；巨蟹女很有母性的光辉，只要有她一口吃的是绝对不会扔下对方，在对方落魄最需要她的 时候肯定会在他身边给他最大的安慰。就好象妈妈对自己孩子，这个家就是蟹蟹们的孩子，对这个家灌输了全部的母爱，母爱是永远不需要回报的。
#4: 处女(xinhui!)
处女女虽然对生活绝对的精打细算，物质要求也很高，但个性独立挑剔的她们，只要对方好学上进，即使要她们一肩担下生活的重担他们也绝无怨言，简直是新时代 女性的典范。看着一天比一天进步的他，处处们的心里其实更是乐开了花，觉得自己眼光独到，捡了一个大活宝。和处处们在一起，永远不要担心自己不会成长，那 会发现自己一天比一天完美的。
#5: 天秤
sometimes I wonder is it us being stubborn?
somehow my aunt talked some sense into me.
he definitely need someone to accompany n take care of him in the future.
I also wouldn't want him to be alone for the rest of his life.
it's just a part of me feel it's way too fast and I couldn't accept another person into my family yet.
somehow accepting her makes me feel like I am 'betraying' my mum.
he has been trying so hard to make us meet and know each others better.
and yes, I had no choice but to turn up.
actually I really feel uneasy about it, but I just dono how to put it across
to him.
i was told I could write him a letter, but I couldn't do it cos I don't want to
hurt his feelings.
the other day, my aunt actually told him to stop forcing us to meet her.
I was shocked. I don't know how she talk about it.
since my aunt is pretty str-fwd person, I doubt nice words from her.
I feel very miserable cos the last thing I want is to hurt his feelings.
by putting myself in his shoes, I know he just want us to understand and as his children to give him our consent.
I feel very 对不起他。:'(
i am back from my phuket trip.
and unfortunately, i met with an accident there.
the other day i was thinking should i play the atv?
it is a 4-wheeled car that used to drive on uneven grounds.
so i was thinking maybe i should just give it a try
though there's a chance i will get all dirty.
so on valentine's day... we went to play in the morning.
we put on our helmets and immediately got on the car.
we arrived at this area which is full of sands and rocks...
the ground is so uneven with rocks and holes,
everytime i drove past them i feel like i am falling off.
only half an hour into our 2-hours session,
my car was quite near to the cliff and suddenly it hit a rock.
it changes my direction and the next moment i rmb..
i can't brake the car in time then me and the car fell off the cliff.
the cliff is like those on the way up to genting tt kind.
at the moment when i fell off, i still rmb i closed my eyes
thinking 'siao liao. i am so going to die...'
i even hit my head on something (but i have helmet on).
luckily, some tree and some roots/twines got me and the car stuck.
if not i really cannot imagine i am going to die becos of atv.
i actually fell off around 2 metres.. the cliff was so steep..
i stood up immediately and i tot nobody saw me fell..
until i heard rave's friend called out for me (i feel so relieved!)
the thai guy came down to pull me up, i even had one slipper missing.
only till then, rave came to me and check if i am fine.
cos when i fell off the cliff, he was behind me and got so shocked
until he also lost his direction and headed for the cliff.
lucky he braked in time and only fell abit off the cliff.
i was so in shock that i didn't cry and my hands were trembling.
i had cuts all over and my feet were bleeding..
i was so calm i even took out plaster myself to use.
the rest was so shock of what happened,
one angmoh even took out his camera and filmed the car down the cliff.
the rest of the journey, i was seated behind the thai guy (he drove)
and at the other area which is more safe, i got to ride myself again.
i am really really thankful that i managed to survive
though now i am full of bruises, cuts and scratches
and a bump on my head.
my family and friends were so concern about me
which make me feel so touched..
my dad was 'scolding' me for playing such dangerous sports.
seriously i really didn't know it's dangerous!
in the first place i thought it will be at some jungle only,
didn't know is hill top~ and the sides they didn't even put any barrier!
i will never ever play atv again. and it causes me to have phobia for cliff.
i think becos i am too weak to control the car,
everyone there is bigger size than me (even the angmoh girls).
rave was so apologetic of what happened when it is not his fault.
is like who knows this will happen? it is supposed to be sth fun~
and this incident makes me cherish my life more now..
no more outdoor sports for me!!
my sway luck!
this fri/sat, rave going to accompany me to polyclinic
to consult a doctor and go for some x-ray or something.
in case, i knock my head and cause internal injuries....
thank god for saving my life!
for the past years,
i always thought a married couple is definitely 2 person in love.
they will grow old together till they leave this world.
even if one of them were to leave first,
the other would be extremely heartbroken.
so heartbroken that he/she cannot sleep or eat well.
even if he/she were to find another partner to grow old with,
it will definitely be few years down the road.
but all these assumptions are so wrong
and i only realise it now.
how do you gauge by 'few years'?
two? three? ten years? i don't know.
but is definitely not right away.
all these issues make me think so much..
if you can get a new one to replace so quickly,
does that means you don't really love your wife/husband?
i think so.
did you even think of what others will think of you?
i don't think so.
even if you have got yourself a new partner,
did you ask if your kids can accept it or not?
or are you trying too hard?
really... sometimes i wish you can just think..
not think for yourself but for others too.
you have a family, it's no longer a one-person issue anymore.
hais. i am feeling emo-ish.
