sn0wsnow

2011-05-03T07:15:00.002+08:00

i have shifted to
http://sn0wsnow.tumblr.com/

will not be closing this tho..
since this is where the memories are.
:) cheers!

2011-04-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

i am so happy that i got in the company of my choice :)
immediately the next day after my interview!
it's going to be so convenient, so near newton mrt!
and the best part, i got what i want:
NO programming! :))

2011-04-13T03:54:00.002+08:00

有时他令我生气到要爆炸，
伤心地哭得像个泪人。
当然也令我非常非常得开心。
他对我来说 ‘又爱又恨’。
这三年以来..
我觉得他为了我改变了很多，
真的令我很感动。
他当然不是变到十全十美，
但我就是喜欢这样的他。

女生总是要找 ‘理想的情人’，
我觉得根本no such things.
最重要就是把握你身旁的人。
当你找到你爱的人，
什么帅哥，什么富翁
都已经不重要了。
所为的 “有情饮水饱”。
I have a strong feeling that he is the one :)

十二星座里，谁是真正“有情饮水饱”的星座恋人？（女生）
#1: 射手

#2: 天蝎(shumin!)
天蝎女看似冷漠，其实用情至深，无论在多困苦的情况下都不会抛弃对方，她们最忍受不了的不是另外一半物质上的匮乏，而是精神与背叛；天蝎是注重灵与肉结合的星座，只要在这两点上满足她，她就能对你不理不弃。而且蝎子女们天生性感，有这样的性感女友，可是八辈子修来的福气哦。

#3: 巨蟹 (我！）
巨蟹女是只要有爱她们就可以在你身边吃苦耐劳，为你默默付出不求回报；巨蟹女很有母性的光辉，只要有她一口吃的是绝对不会扔下对方，在对方落魄最需要她的时候肯定会在他身边给他最大的安慰。就好象妈妈对自己孩子，这个家就是蟹蟹们的孩子，对这个家灌输了全部的母爱，母爱是永远不需要回报的。

#4: 处女(xinhui!)
处女女虽然对生活绝对的精打细算，物质要求也很高，但个性独立挑剔的她们，只要对方好学上进，即使要她们一肩担下生活的重担他们也绝无怨言，简直是新时代女性的典范。看着一天比一天进步的他，处处们的心里其实更是乐开了花，觉得自己眼光独到，捡了一个大活宝。和处处们在一起，永远不要担心自己不会成长，那会发现自己一天比一天完美的。

#5: 天秤

family

2011-04-12T05:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes I wonder is it us being stubborn?
somehow my aunt talked some sense into me.
he definitely need someone to accompany n take care of him in the future.
I also wouldn't want him to be alone for the rest of his life.
it's just a part of me feel it's way too fast and I couldn't accept another person into my family yet.
somehow accepting her makes me feel like I am 'betraying' my mum.

he has been trying so hard to make us meet and know each others better.
and yes, I had no choice but to turn up.
actually I really feel uneasy about it, but I just dono how to put it across
to him.
i was told I could write him a letter, but I couldn't do it cos I don't want to
hurt his feelings.
the other day, my aunt actually told him to stop forcing us to meet her.
I was shocked. I don't know how she talk about it.
since my aunt is pretty str-fwd person, I doubt nice words from her.
I feel very miserable cos the last thing I want is to hurt his feelings.
by putting myself in his shoes, I know he just want us to understand and as his children to give him our consent.
I feel very 对不起他。:'(

2011-02-17T03:14:00.002+08:00

i am back from my phuket trip.
and unfortunately, i met with an accident there.
the other day i was thinking should i play the atv?
it is a 4-wheeled car that used to drive on uneven grounds.
so i was thinking maybe i should just give it a try
though there's a chance i will get all dirty.
so on valentine's day... we went to play in the morning.
we put on our helmets and immediately got on the car.
we arrived at this area which is full of sands and rocks...
the ground is so uneven with rocks and holes,
everytime i drove past them i feel like i am falling off.
only half an hour into our 2-hours session,
my car was quite near to the cliff and suddenly it hit a rock.
it changes my direction and the next moment i rmb..
i can't brake the car in time then me and the car fell off the cliff.
the cliff is like those on the way up to genting tt kind.
at the moment when i fell off, i still rmb i closed my eyes
thinking 'siao liao. i am so going to die...'
i even hit my head on something (but i have helmet on).
luckily, some tree and some roots/twines got me and the car stuck.
if not i really cannot imagine i am going to die becos of atv.
i actually fell off around 2 metres.. the cliff was so steep..
i stood up immediately and i tot nobody saw me fell..
until i heard rave's friend called out for me (i feel so relieved!)
the thai guy came down to pull me up, i even had one slipper missing.
only till then, rave came to me and check if i am fine.
cos when i fell off the cliff, he was behind me and got so shocked
until he also lost his direction and headed for the cliff.
lucky he braked in time and only fell abit off the cliff.
i was so in shock that i didn't cry and my hands were trembling.
i had cuts all over and my feet were bleeding..
i was so calm i even took out plaster myself to use.
the rest was so shock of what happened,
one angmoh even took out his camera and filmed the car down the cliff.
the rest of the journey, i was seated behind the thai guy (he drove)
and at the other area which is more safe, i got to ride myself again.
i am really really thankful that i managed to survive
though now i am full of bruises, cuts and scratches
and a bump on my head.
my family and friends were so concern about me
which make me feel so touched..
my dad was 'scolding' me for playing such dangerous sports.
seriously i really didn't know it's dangerous!
in the first place i thought it will be at some jungle only,
didn't know is hill top~ and the sides they didn't even put any barrier!
i will never ever play atv again. and it causes me to have phobia for cliff.
i think becos i am too weak to control the car,
everyone there is bigger size than me (even the angmoh girls).
rave was so apologetic of what happened when it is not his fault.
is like who knows this will happen? it is supposed to be sth fun~
and this incident makes me cherish my life more now..
no more outdoor sports for me!!
my sway luck!
this fri/sat, rave going to accompany me to polyclinic
to consult a doctor and go for some x-ray or something.
in case, i knock my head and cause internal injuries....

thank god for saving my life!

2011-02-10T04:04:00.002+08:00

for the past years,
i always thought a married couple is definitely 2 person in love.
they will grow old together till they leave this world.
even if one of them were to leave first,
the other would be extremely heartbroken.
so heartbroken that he/she cannot sleep or eat well.
even if he/she were to find another partner to grow old with,
it will definitely be few years down the road.
but all these assumptions are so wrong
and i only realise it now.

how do you gauge by 'few years'?
two? three? ten years? i don't know.
but is definitely not right away.
all these issues make me think so much..
if you can get a new one to replace so quickly,
does that means you don't really love your wife/husband?
i think so.
did you even think of what others will think of you?
i don't think so.

even if you have got yourself a new partner,
did you ask if your kids can accept it or not?
or are you trying too hard?
really... sometimes i wish you can just think..
not think for yourself but for others too.
you have a family, it's no longer a one-person issue anymore.

hais. i am feeling emo-ish.

2011-01-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

school has started
and i am not liking it! :(
can i just graduate like tomorrow?!

2011-01-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
HOPE 2011 WILL BE A GREAT ONE!

2010-12-31T07:10:00.004+08:00

2010 is coming to an end!
so much had happened in this one year.
it started off really difficult for me with the loss of my love one.
and i've learned to cherish my family and my dear friends more.
i've got to know who my real friends are and
i am really thankful to have them in my life.
not forgetting my boyfriend who's always by my side when i needed him.
without him, i really don't know how i can pull through all these.
love him deep deep :) (omg so mushy)
though we have been quarreling so much for the whole year,
we know we need each other in our lives...
and we definitely had changed for each other :)
had a few meet-ups with the girls to celebrate each other birthdays etc,
i really hope we will have more in the coming year :) hehe
my sister had moved out to her new apartment.
it felt really different without her in the house, much quieter.
however, we do often visit her house to have dinner.
she started learning to cook for us and even making soup!
tho we might not live under the same roof now,
but we are still as close as before :)
i've went to a few places in this year.
starting with hong kong, which i missed my flight first time ever.
then to phuket, totally love how relaxing the trip is.
followed by bangkok with san and min for crazy shopping!
not forgetting a few trips to jb for curry fish head! lol
i spent my 22nd birthday with my family and bf,
simple yet memorable :)
oh! and i went to the newly-opened universal studio,
i was so proud of myself that i took all the rides! hee
two concerts that i went in this year,
expected jay chou concert!
and the non-expected, mnet concert!
definitely will go again if there is in 2011 :)
as for school, i managed to pass all modules,
without the flying colours tho. hahaha
will be continuing our fyp till mid-2011,
hope it will be smooth-sailing and
let us get out of ntu asap!
this is like a summary of what happened in my life this year. lol

for year 2011,
i hope my family and friends will stay healthy and happy always!
as for myself,
i want to be a much much much better person! in every areas.. :)

2010-12-31T06:17:00.014+08:00

i love my holiday!
certain days working to earn more $,
it's pretty tiring cos it's the sales period now.
the shop is always in a mess, never-ending queue.
nevertheless i enjoyed working with my colleagues :)
days that i'm not working, will be his off days too.
so we will meet up for dinner, movie etc.
nothing interesting, but is his companion tt matters hehe
and always eating so much, i feel my face rounder n rounder!
some days will be meeting up with the girls,
so much things to talk about :)
otherwise, i will be nua-ing at home~
watch the dramas that i missed, go ga-ga over kpop bands etc..
mostly half of the day sleeping la.. hahaha!
i am enjoying this kind of life! (without schooling)

the xmas gift exchange!

nice dinner @ sis's house
melben crabbb beehoon~ craving for it!

finally tried ippudo with rave,
he said he felt cheated cos his bowl dont have meat.
but it's because the menu wrote 'grounded' pork
so they really did a good job in grounding it.. lol
mine is really nice!! i like!

and i cut my hair, 3 inches off!

on christmas eve, decided to do some cooking
our first time trying to cook steak lol
okay, he did most of the job~~
we bought the 'lawry's steak sauce' too
but the steak turn out so-so only.
if lawry really sell this kind of standard, can close already.
hahahaha.

MEAT~

tried suki-ya @ suntec
i like too :)

and recently dinner with family @
my favourite sushi tei!
forget to take photo of my fav salad as well :)

rainbow roll~

see! been eating so much...
yesterday, he tried cooking chicken chop
and some sausages again~~
HE'S MAKING ME FAT AHH!

2010-12-21T03:25:00.001+08:00

holiday holiday~
CHRISTMAS is coming~
NEW YEAR is coming~
CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming~
VALENTINE'S DAY is coming~

2010-12-10T03:41:00.002+08:00

do you have any regrets in your life?
i certainly have.
i regretted so much of the lie i told last christmas.
if only i can turn back time,
i would choose to stay by her side instead
cos that is the last christmas possible with her...
i know what's done is done,
but i just can't help to feel guilty..
hais.. i'm feeling so emo :'(

2010-12-08T02:30:00.018+08:00

i should be mugging now but.. aiyah!
i just feel like doing anything else except that.
thinking of after exams, still cannot relax, need chiong my fyp
i feel even more sian, hate to be a student!!
when can i be a tai-tai?? lol

it's gona be a random post~

i really miss shopping @ bkk.
and i want to do thai massage leh~

then of course, come back first thing meet bf la.
i know he miss me alot. (eh maybe not hahaha)
and it's my first time crossing the helix bridge to MBS.
seriously nothing fanciful about it, damn tiring only.

oh and i gave alot of friends a shock when i posted this.
i think i look cute (ahem) in short hair leh, why ppl say not nice?

somemore i quite sian of my long hair, but now i dont dare cut liao.

been eating alot at restaurants.. spending so much on food.
soup kitchen.. ding tai fung.. buffet @ cafebiz.. paradise dynasty..
fish&co.. buffet @ senki etc... CHOR!

then it's steamboat at my house for min's birthday~
first time ever i prepared the food mostly myself.

the funniest thing is i actually put the egg tofu in the freezer.
until now, i can't believe i dissect the cuttlefish and cut the pig liver. lol

so much work but i enjoyed the homely dinner with them :)

finally met up with vanessa and shuisheng, they are like forever so busy! :)

and i've been meeting up with this person so often, on par with my bf alrdy.

i even faced her for 24 hours recently,
cos we went to the MNET concert :P

tho the waiting/squeezing process is torturous but... it's worth it!
where to find an occasion to let u gogle over so many handsomes.. lol
and we made a few new friends :)

so now back to my notes :(

2010-12-02T05:43:00.001+08:00

my blog is dead.

2010-10-16T01:59:00.001+08:00

泰国欢迎我们吧！！
我们来咯！！ :D

2010-10-13T04:55:00.002+08:00

i am in this super holiday mood..
i skipped classes just to sleep :(
feeling guilty yet i didn't do anything.
i promise i'll be extra hardworking....
after i come back from bkk okay :P

my fyp is so so so so dead!
i don't know how the students cope man!
no wonder so many commit suicide, i don't dare.
so someone kill me please..
eh i'm just joking! scully my haters tmr 成全 me.

THREE MORE DAYS
BANGKOK HERE WE COME!!
(red shirts hold on to ur bombs firsttttttt..)

2010-09-23T05:05:00.000+08:00

totally forgotten that i have a blog!
must be twittering too much~

september is a terrible month,
we have been quarreling so much...
so much that i nearly wanted to give up on him.
i don't know what other couples quarrel about,
but for us, it's about other girls.
not that i don't know he has lots of female friends
and not that i don't allow him to have any.
i believe that one should learn to draw the line
as long as you are in a relationship.
this is not the first time we quarreled about it,
he gave me promises which he later broke.
if any of my female friend has similar situation,
i would have told them to just give it up.
but when it happens to me, i realised how difficult it is.
it takes so much courage to initiate..
we have been together for 2.5 years,
i know it's not just getting used to having him by my side,
but in fact i love him..
i've learnt to accept all his flaws but that's the only one i couldn't,
which i believe every girls couldn't too.
yesterday he came and stayed over, we had a heart-to-heart talk.
he gave me his last promise and,
i want to trust him for one last time..
hope that i have made the right decision..

2010-08-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

the other day, i had craving for the curry fish head
so the two of us went jb again!

the meat is like so little! tsk.
somehow we suspect they only give their own kind of ppl more!
but nevertheless is delicious!

and dinner at the street stalls again.
this time round we chose the right stall, the food is so much better.

shiok!

before i go back, i still bought baby donuts, damn cute.
not sure if is cheaper over there.

i bought this wall sticker from jb too,
i'm so gona get one more to paste on my mirror the next time i go.

last sunday was my niece's 3rd birthday!

she gave me a sticker on my shirt :)

got these few pics from my uncle's fb.
omg she's such an angel!!! so adorable!

my sister enjoy playing with the kids,
think she should have her own soon :P

she's wearing part of the present from us. hehe

the cousins!

bro and i stayed over at sis's place
and the next day we had BBQ at her rooftop with rave (on national day).

the sky is so clear, can even see planes keep flying past.

we can even see the fireworks!

the food that we prepared...
best is the chicken wings and beef steak!

(after) the aluminium tray, even got holes!
and we came to a conclusion, the four of us suck at starting fire.
we are always the one 'eating'. hahaha
it's like we got so much help from the neighbours..

today i had craving for crabbbb!!! to Melben!

we arrived at 6+ and the queue was soooo long!!
we waited 1hr+ for our seat and another 1/2hr for the food. CRAZY!
we had white pepper crab and crab bee hoon.
the pincerss damn big!

we cleared everything!

i am a happy girl!

2010-07-30T01:20:00.002+08:00

some updates:
additional photos for my birthday :)

i made only one wish, one which is v impt to me.
i hope it will be granted!

looking at family photo, brought back memories about my last birthday.
we were celebrating at senki restaurant, and
we even had our first family ktv session.. so much laughter..
and that is when she's still around...

24th, finally the day to watch jay chou's concert is here.
we're really sway, i think it's ndp preview day,
they block the whole nicole highway, caused us to lose our way.
luckily we managed to find a parking place when we reached.

getting ready all my lightsticks etc..

26th, my sis's house warming. steamboat again! i like!
we were like playing her new wii for hours till the next morning
and sis n me went USS with just 2 hours of slp.. tired lah!

27th, it's sister's birthday!
universeal studio singapore :))

kungfu panda so cute!!

the statues damn chio!

i surrender to the rides!!

the madagascar show!

i enjoyed myself! :) tho i forced myself to sit on the rides,
screamed like mad and made a fool out of myself. lol

we went east coast to have korean bbq!
i had craving for it for weeks!

i love the small side dishes!

and of course the cake!! :)
sis's friend asked for a cute pose. here it is! lol

2010-07-17T22:50:00.003+08:00

on my birthday eve -
rave brought me to melts @ mandarin oriental.

i think it's better than ritz with its selection.
i love their waffle with ice cream! yum!

on my birthday -
steamboat @ my sis's place :)
sis doing all the 'dirty' jobs like washing the squids etc.

rave helping out..

i love my family and of course my bf :)
thanks daddy for the new bed!
thanks sister for the gucci!
thanks brother for the delicious birthday cake!
and tmr i am going to choose my present from rave! :)

2010-07-10T18:14:00.016+08:00

3rd day - explore phuket town/old phuket
their tuk tuk is not like the ones in bangkok,
this one can fit easily 8-10 people at one go!

actually we don't even know where we want to go,
so the tuk tuk driver dropped us at nowhere.
afterwhich a self-employed taxi driver approach us
and said he could bring us to places for just 40baht!
of course, we followed him.
he started bringing us to 'souvenir shops' and ask us walk 1 round,
yuan lai everytime he bring one customer in, he gets 1 chop on his card
which means he gets 1 litre of free petrol.
so by going in these stores is like helping him (but we don want to waste time!)
so after going 1 store, we asked him to bring us to eat.
he brought us to this 'phuket bay restaurant' @ ulu ulu place.
the place was FULL of houseflies!! like really full of it.
got a few angmoh customers (i think also being cheated),
they are literally eating food that houseflies are on it..
really freaks me out! we quickly ate and get out of there.

the uncle then brought us to another souvenir shop again!
rave was getting pissed off and told him to bring us to
the nearest shopping mall like now.
overall the place is boring la, esp the shops..

we took a private taxi back to hotel,
ready for our 'simon cabaret' show! approx. S$30/pax

i must say the show is GREAT, very entertaining!
the aquas imitated like lady gaga, wonder girls, beyonce etc.
after the show, they stand in one line waiting for u to take photo w them.
of course, u need to pay them..
some really pretty! n most of them with very good figures.

i only wanted to take photo with the left girl but..
the right side 死死 come into the photo,
so in the end i have to pay BOTH :/

after the show, we went back to the night market.
our favourite snack: grilled corn! very shiok!

our dinner @ sweet restaurant.
it was recommended on the web for its thai food.
their garlic squid damn nice!

but not the steak.
i think thai ppl cant cook beef well.

we went to have foot massage! look @ his stupid face lol.
we gave thai massage a skip cos we were sunburnt~

4th day: don't know what to do day.
we purposely slept longer till checkout and
have our lunch @ patong corner which is just outside our resort.

very cosy.. i like

i think the food was good enough! not the beef again!

after lunch, it was raining cats and dogs! damn sian!

luckily we had umbrellas, so we walked to the shopping mall
& shop around aimlessly~~

finally he gets to eat his 'sticky rice w mango'.
recently, we realised amk hub sell this too!

since we are pretty aimless, we went to do facial.
at least there's a place for us to sleep,
cos we checked out already :(

we were in a rush so we ate at macdonalds (spore's is nicer),
halfway eating jetstar sent a msg saying flight delayed!
wth lor, make me gave my fuji restaurant a miss.
that make us more sian like 3 more hours to do nothing.

we even watched the mall's musical fountain show.

eat corn again by the beach :)
i wish we can do it again~
like in spore, we wont buy corn eat at pasir ris right?

to spent every single cent of my thai baht,
we had supper at patong corner again.

we took a taxi to the airport for 600 baht, quite expensive!
15 mins just before boarding, we were told it was delayed again.
everyone was tired and i think should be pissed off la.
supposedly i can reach spore at 12am, became 6am!
we played monopoly deal while waiting for time to pass...

overall, it's not that fascinating but..
is his companion that matters :)
thai people hardly can speak english,
but they are extremely friendly and polite!
definitely will be going back again in the future :)

2010-07-10T15:10:00.045+08:00

my phuket trip post:

1st day: walk around explore
luckily our resort is very near the happening places,
not much problem walking around ourselves.
r mar resort & spa. i like.

our first meal @ Red Boat
the pineapple rice really give me a fright.
there were sooo many ants crawling on it when served!

we had dessert @ swensens

puddles of water everywhere, cos it rained everyday!

seafood restaurants everywhere, along the beach ones more exp.

the only shopping mall @ patong area

the crepe is cheap and nice!!

back to hotel room, everyday watch HBO.
omg i want scv in my rooooommmmmm :(

2nd day: tour to phi phi island..
we paid 1500baht/pax = S$60+
it started raining when we board the ship, damn sian.

the upper deck.. 90% angmohs, 10% asians (us).
it was sooo windy & sunny, best to get a tan!

feel damn cui that day cos without any makeup.
lol shit. i am too used to makeup..

the happy boy~~

we reached our first destination, khai island.
they said we can go snorkelling but beware of jellyfish
cos it's the monsoon period now...
we board the small boat to the island.

the umbrellas very colorful~
but u want to use, need to pay one hor!

so we went snorkelling!!
i think we are very noob, sometimes the water will go into our pipe
and we ended up drinking the very salty water. lol

the water wasn't v clear lor, maybe cos of the monsoon period.
there are loads of these fishes swimming around you.
i was afraid they might bite or even ticklish,
but the fishes will like 'siam' you cos i dont feel anything.

back on the ship to have our buffet lunch which is provided.
nice scenery, but awful food.

the meefen was so saltyyyy, i suspect they use sea water to cook.
the fish was terrible too, i suspect they serve us the yellowfishes above.
still... must smile for the photo like i enjoyed it. lol

finally started to get sunnier.. time to suntan.

we reached another destination after 1+ hour, i forgot what is it called.

they bring us to this tree full of monkeys!

quite popular. many ships park there to see.. can feed them too.

the water is so much clearer here, regret not snorkelling
cos we chose to see the monkeys~ zzz.

our final destination, phi phi don.
actually nothing much here cos we didn't get to its beach to snorkel,
due to the time constraint they gave us.

the journey back to phuket is VERY TERRIBLE.
the waves were damnnnn big!!
the ship moved left to right soo vigorously, many ppl vomitted.
i was feeling terrible too, i can't even force myself to slp.
seriously, i was all ready to grab the life jacket behind me anytime.
back to hotel, bathed and we had dinner @ yo yo restaurant~

the friendly server!

bangla road full of nightlife. lol
so many girls and aquas dancing on bar top..
and angmohs love to go there!
80% of the tourists were angmoh, felt like i'm in US or sth.
many male angmohs got female thai escorts one lor.

we were exhausted, headed back to hotel early, watch HBO and sleep!

2010-06-29T01:09:00.001+08:00

phuket phuket here i come! :))

2010-06-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

1-2 weeks back, i accidentally opened an email from some unknown.
they mass sent emails to my contacts friends.
next thing i know, today... my contacts on my msn ALL GONE.
really wtf! argh.. i just changed my password,
and now scanning my computer.. damn sian!

2010-06-19T02:34:00.008+08:00

i sooo felt like pampering myself today.
i had my pedicure done :) love it so much.
the color is bright orange! all ready for the beach!
after which, i went to the salon to dye my hair~

seriously, i ask the stylist for suggestion so...
i don't know what color exactly it is.
it's a two-tone (with lowlight).

my brother dyed his hair too~

i feel pampered yet.. *heart pain*
i'm pok.

random:
i've been watching 爆料黑玫瑰 on youtube.
i think this episode on woman VS man is so true & funny!

2010-06-13T21:12:00.006+08:00

i went zouk like consecutively for two days!
my first time buying alcohol from holiday inn
and drinking in front of the fountain with
the rest of the young people. lol
if not for keep losing 5-10, i couldn't bring myself
to drink the martel and chivas. like so EWW.
and for two days, i drink beer too.. omg. *pat pat tummy*
"we ♥ house" on friday
"readyset glo with designer dr*gs" on saturday
although it's electro music, the dj was damn good!!
i didn't know i will like it.. lol
the dj was so high, keep standing on the dj table
and even jumped onto the crowd!
there's this idiot at the vip area actually spit ice
down to the dancefloor, swayly one of it hit my head.
thanks to him, i have a swell on my forehead till now.

on a happier side, before zouking,
boyfriend bring me to eat dinner buffet @ ritz-carlton.
SHIOK or what! the seafood i tell u.. OMG
especially the lobster i eat like 204823x.
the most sick to me is the oysters are like alive! :/
oh ya, service was excellent from the 6* hotel.
definitely will be going back to eat again :)

2010-06-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

my boyfriend ORD looooooooooooo!
i feel happy for him. hee

2010-06-11T01:50:00.016+08:00

9 June*
a date with ♥ !
i wanted to go marina bay sands to take a look,
so off we went to marina square.
(in the end, no time to go mbs. tsk)
we had mr. curry for lunch!

i love the japanese currryyyyy~~

and followed by some window-shopping.
so many cute clothes i saw at topshop,
but i realised boyfriend no like.
or i can say he hate anything to do w polka dots. WHYYY
i can't seem to find any nice sundress,
i want to wear to phuket end of this month~ tsk.

oh we finally watched 'sex and the city 2'.

i love it! it is soooo hilarious! i love samantha!
although she's like fucking 52 and big size,
she's SO confident about herself and her body.
definitely someone i want to be! (not the big size part) haha!

after movie, we had popeyes @ amk.
i didn't even know its existence until that day!
he still bet with me which obviously i lost
and he got his free popeyes meal. lol

it was then kbox singing from 11-2am

for just 8 dollars~ cheap dao...
but their machine was lousy la, kept jamming n all.
we changed room THRICE (wasted 1 hour).

home sweet home!

2010-06-04T02:05:00.016+08:00

on tuesday, we went JB for the day!

he told me the curry fish head there damn nice,
so he brought me down to try it.
i must say, it's really delicious!! cheap cheap too :)
we were too hungry, so no photo of it. lol
it is just beside city square~

we walked around city square &
watched 'A Nightmare at Elm Street' for just RM9/each.
if i were one of the leads in the show,
i think i will be the 1st one fall asleep n get killed.
the lady go to the extent of burning herself,
just to prevent herself from sleeping. omg so xingku!

we had our dinner at some street stalls.
so many houseflies flying around,
definitely get 'F' standard in singapore.

our dinner!
seriously they do not taste as nice as they look.

home sweet home!

on wednesday after my work,
rave told me he got cravings for steamboat.
we were hoping to get seats for crystal jade steamboat buffet
with freeflow xiao long bao. sounds so tempting!!
we went all the way there (even get lost)
but since we did not make reservation, we failed.
so we headed down to bugis 天天火锅!

my vampire boyfriend with oily fingers.

why does it became so black ah?

2010-05-29T02:29:00.002+08:00

i got my results two days back.
phew! i managed to pass all my modules again
which i don't uds how i can do it
when more than half of the paper is blank.
and.... i got my first 'A' in ntu! shocking..
but :) :)

2010-05-25T02:12:00.046+08:00

about my hongkong trip -
day 1:
overslept. missed flight. forked out $290. cabbed x3.
wasted one day. hp low batt. sim card no $.
go wrong hotel. fucking sway!!

on airport express to kowloon.

FINALLY met up with sis & friends, first meal of that day (supper).

许留山 dessert, MUST EAT.

@ 旺角

we watched 叶问2!
their cinema is so different esp the screen damn big.

day 2:
heavy breakfast at random 茶餐厅

me and lynette.
she's only 2 years older than me!

i can't remember what's so special about this stairs.

the longest escalator in town?
which leads us to SOHO (like hill-top).

behind me is SOHO.

my sister bring me to this temple to pray for my grades.

i thought it's an underpass to the subway or sth.
a toilet built right beside the main road, super random?

the very popular staircase, always seen in hk dramas.

right beside it, starbucks!

the only hk-themed starbucks :) NICEE

i like the menu!

afterwhich we travelled down to 乐富
to have lunch with my grandma, 5th uncle and aunt.
not long after we settled down, grandma has tears in her eyes
and said “你们一个两个都长大了，妈妈真没有福气。。”
i really felt very heartbroken at that moment, looking at her.
nevertheless, i enjoyed my short reunion with them!
after lunch, we went down to 养老院 to see grandpa.
we didn't managed to really talk to him cos he's having a fever.
his condition has worsened over the years... hope he will be fine.

we went shopping around 旺角
and had sushi for dinner... shiok!
their variety is like so different from ours.

to be continued..

2010-05-23T02:53:00.002+08:00

i'm really lazy to blog.

past two weeks have been traveling,
now gotta work my ass off to earn back $$..
before i go off to phuket again end of june.
definitely looking forward to it alrdy!

my house is getting more n more dead.
sister is always flying off..
it will be worse when she moves away.
brother is always in his own world in his room..
dad has more life than me...
nearly everyday dine with his friends.
& i miss home-cooked food soooooo much.
the kitchen is really dead.
i feel like drinking soup.. i miss her's..

2010-05-10T03:46:00.003+08:00

my first mothers' day without her around..
when i'm young, i always draw cards for her
when i grow up, it's just like a normal day,
only if i've got the time then i'll get her sth..
she kept all the cards i drew in her drawer.
i regret for not putting in effort to make her
feel special on this day...
let her know that she's the best.
and i love her.
妈咪，母亲节快乐。

2010-05-09T03:13:00.002+08:00

i'm back from hongkong!!
i was extremely sway on the first day,
let me start off by saying.... i MISS my flight there.
i'll explain more on my next post w photos.

i have so many shows to watch,
magazines to read,
things to unpack
& coming sunday: genting!

2010-04-24T21:24:00.004+08:00

monday is my first paper
yet i have no sense of urgency
shit.

aww he looks so cute here! ♥
watch the full vid including others here!

2010-04-19T00:13:00.006+08:00

from the mailbox :)

2010-04-16T01:55:00.002+08:00

9 more days to exam!!!
omg, not much time left :/

i couldn't believe it. wth lo!
why i like money, don want shotgun & like free time
is computer science!!!
i am so fated to take this course :( damn.
what's yours?

2010-04-14T22:28:00.005+08:00

i am sooooo lucky!
i won the sistic war this morning! :)
everything was so last minute,
finding people to go, finding an ocbc card...
i managed to get hold of one and
forced myself to wake up before 9am to standby.
i think i refreshed 101 times for one whole hour.
the most frustrating thing is the pages keep time out
when you are so near to confirmation!
the tix sold out in just 2+ hours, power.
anyways, heard tt there might be 第二场.
i am so happy!

2010-04-12T23:46:00.005+08:00

STUDY HARD
& HONG KONG HERE I COME!
我要加油啊啊啊！！

买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西！

2010-04-10T02:12:00.000+08:00

只为爱上你

2010-04-09T08:42:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i am blogging at this hour!
i got back from his house at 7am and..
surprisingly i am wide awake.

let me watch finish 就想赖着你 last episode
and i promise i will force myself to start studying.
i'm left with 17 days to my first paper,
and i've yet to start anything.
adding on to that, i've been skipping classes like CRAZY.
i think i'm really crazy.
HAIS, what's wrong with me?
i need motivation.

anyway....
就想赖着你 is a really good show.
it will make you start thinking,
"why my boyfriend not like him?"
"how i wish my boyfriend... " hahaha
seriously, jerry is DAMN sweet in the show!
but this is 偶像剧 la, guys can't be that sweet. agree?

2010-04-06T13:03:00.003+08:00

Say you love me, Say you love me
and put it in a love song
Say you need me, Say you need me
and write it in a letterform
Say you want me, Say you want me
and text me on my cellphone
Say you love me, Say you love me
and put me in a love song

2010-04-05T03:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!
hope you like my present :)

2010-04-05T02:17:00.017+08:00

a date with my dearest boyfriend ♥
(he spied on my blog and insists i shdn't call him mr rave) lol

i was again craving for japanese cuisine, so.. sushi tei!
we totally love their sashimi salad! dope!

and and and ikura!

we went shop shop around.
i really like the 313 building, the shops like so big.
esp forever21, definitely won't out of size :)
before we head home, we had ben&jerry ice cream!
actually it's been a while since i had ice cream,
cos it's like super sinful.. the brownie omg~

i really enjoyed myself today.
thanks for making me feel loved,
it felt like we just started dating once again :)

love.

2010-04-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

on tuesday:
my firssssst time eating botak jones!
i didn't know it's that nice! or is it just the amk branch?
and it's like damn near to my house!
i am totally in love with it.
the ribeye steak, the cajun chicken, the potato cheese. OMG!

GOOD FRIDAY is really good.
we woke up earlier to have prata for breakfast.
if you want to eat the most terrible prata,
please visit the prata house outside sgoon gardens.
afterwhich, we accompany my sister to her new house
to meet up with the interior designer.
the house is really small 到...
okay lah, good enough for herself !

then we went to visit mummy with aunt & uncle.
usually that place was so quiet, with like only 4-6 cars.
but today it's like super crowded, fighting for parking lots.
cos 清明节 is coming...?
we bought her flowers :)

and our late lunch at aston.. steak again for me :D
but i really think the standard has dropped,
can't be compared to that of botak jones!

back home, i was really too tired.
i slept like 6-11pm. gosh.
how am i suppose to sleep later???

2010-04-02T03:14:00.000+08:00

my brother is back from taiwan.
he got me these very cute 小人 socks,
which is very popular now even with the celebs.
i think i will be sewing five names on it.
eh no. ten names each on one side. muahaha

2010-03-29T02:03:00.008+08:00

i was on a date with mr rave today,
we went bowling @ leisure park.
i think we are like the noobest over there,
even the kids play better than us la.
& i realised i've been using the wrong fingers
to bowl all these while!! (i use the first 3 fingers)
no wonder i cant aim properly,
otherwise i might win the bet with him lor.
we had our dinner @ lavender duno-where,
initially wanted to try out the nice hokkein mee
but it was sold out so claypot rice instead~

not that bad!

after which we went Iluma to watch "When in Rome",
josh duhamel! *screams* he's hot !!
and home sweet home :)

2010-03-28T02:57:00.004+08:00

i ♥ retail therapy!
finally, i got myself a new wallet.
it feels super good when u use your own $,
because i worked hard to get what i want!
(tho i still prefer if ppl buy for me. wahaha)
hehehe.. more to come? :)

2010-03-27T02:00:00.002+08:00

fyp title: tracking people in video (wth?)
my professor looks very nice & fatherly,
maybe under him is not that bad after all? :S
*pray hard*

2010-03-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

this machine is a great invention!
but definitely shouldn't bring into spore
otherwise more men would use it to LIE.

2010-03-23T02:24:00.002+08:00

thanks for being the one making the first move,
coming over to give me the most assuring hug.
thanks for insisting to come over when i'm unwell,
though you're very tired tt u fell asleep on my bed.
thanks for being so nice and sweet,
at least there's reason for me to hold on to you.

love.

2010-03-20T03:27:00.002+08:00

my trust is not there anymore,
i don't know if i can handle all these..

in times of troubles, i always think of her.
not like i will tell her in the past about my problems.
but knowing someone is waiting for me at home,
just make all these bad thinking go away.
home is where i feel a sense of belonging.
now everything is different, she's no longer waiting..
she once told her friend, she worries about me cos
"她总是把心事藏在心里".. i didnt know she knows..
i really miss her terribly, sooo much
that i cried myself to sleep every night.
it's been two months, it felt like years to me.

2010-03-17T14:37:00.001+08:00

today is our two years anniversary!

2010-03-15T01:24:00.005+08:00

"i can forgive, but definitely cannot forget"
is this actually a good thing?
it's that small act of yours, make me worry,
make me think so much again.
honestly if there is nothing,
you don't need to hide right? hais.
being in a relationship is really tiring,
at least to me, to some of my friends.
yet some choose to hold on...........
.......
.......
.......
for what?
cheers to the singles!

anyway, watch this.
i think the girl @ 1:33 very sexayyy

*edited
and this is so funny!

2010-03-12T02:58:00.002+08:00

seriously, i can't stand them anymore!
yes i am talking about my 'team mates',
but it's another project which we need to do a business plan.
last week, me and qt started doing first and
they asked us to pass to them last thursday, we did.
not a single word from them until....... this wednesday
(we are suppose to hand in this thursday)
h came and msn us about here wrong there wrong,
so qt edited according to teacher's format, STILL wrong (to him).
in the end, he 'nvm' 'nvm' then no sound from him.
heard that last night they do until 5am.
next day after tutorial class, h went off to the library
without telling us what he going there for.
h & t didnt attend the lectures, so m msg and ask
if they are doing the plan thing n if need help.
two words 'nvm. completing'.
t told m that we did is ALL wrong, never follow format.
(i'm like ARE YOU SURE a not, all fucking wrong?!
& we did follow the teacher's format in the slides ok)
during the two hours break, we were feeling terrible.
to look for them? awkward. not to look for them?
m call them and they actually still doing can!!
during the tut class, the lecturer ask for the plan.
then h sudden pass the plan over n say sth like
'if you all disagree, u all can write. if not sign'
right in front of the lecturer.
it's the peer evaluation form (we are suppose to do tgt).
so they gave themselves almighty 100% n us 50%..
WTF is this?? we did what we can already,
even if wrong we did offer help but they rejected.
i don't give a damn to the grades,
i'm just fucking pissed off with their attitude.
it's not the first time we get these from them.
friends? i don't even think this is considered friendship.
why we don't get such people in poly??
my poly friends are GREAT.
uni students just care about grades, grades & grades.
i shouldn't belong to ntu, sick and tired of facing such people
and playing mind games with them. argh.
okay, calm down joanne calm down.
no point being unhappy with people who don't deserve it.
yeah, hug your bloody As to grave.

2010-03-04T15:27:00.006+08:00

In Your Eyes 发现一种东西叫爱

2010-03-03T02:16:00.002+08:00

i'm having my one week break now.
finally i can sleep all i want!!
but still gotta work and give tuition.
there's also a few assignments due next week,
and lots of online lectures to catch up.
i can't really enjoy the break la :(

the other day we had a project group meet-up.
heard from qt, the other two members were unhappy
cos we didn't really help out with the coding.
in the first place, we are not the 'developers'
so we don't really have to code?
and after two years of grouping together,
they jolly well know our programming really sucks.
that's why this project, they put us as 'QA' and
they themselves as 'developers' what.
as if we 'QA' no need to do anything like that.
even if they pass to us to do coding,
8/10 of the time we will be asking them how to do.
so what's the point right? still..
if you need help, u have to open ur mouth n ask right.
most of the time talk to us like so friendly,
then complain to the project leader 假惺惺
uni friends are shit.
when can i get out of this school????

2010-02-23T03:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY
earlier on, i've booked tix to hongkong
right after my last exam paper
5th may - 8th may
and now i've got tix to phuket! yay~
29th june - 2nd july
沙滩我来咯~~~ ;)

2010-02-20T15:57:00.015+08:00

i was traveling here and there ytd!
i gave friday school a miss as usual.
off to holland village to meet my dear sister.
i nearly lost my way there &
i swear the weather was freaking hot!
waited for her to finish her hair-cut,
then we went to j8 for pedicure ~♥~
SHIOK! i felt so pampered :)

went back home to pick up bro to visit mum.
i like the place there, very quiet n relaxing~

next, they send me back to jurong for my tuition!
& they actually walked around JP till my tuition ends.
omg, so sweet of them! love u both lots ♥♥♥♥♥ hehe
i got back home, rested for an hour and
went to watch movie with hadi & tianlong @ j8 (again!)

i'll rate it 3.5/5 since there are so many loopholes.
but the male lead is so cuteeeee!! i like~ wahaha
after show, i cabbed home myself
since they both live v near, can walk home.
that's how i met this tiko taxi uncle!
when i board i realised the way he look at me alrdy v scary.
just when i reach my house bus stop, i paid him,
he turned over n give me the chge n like STARED at me.
i admit i was quite scared to take the $ from him,
then suddenly he just laugh (not in jokingly manner)
& said 'ARE YOU FRIGHTENED?!' with his tiko face!!
i said 'NO', immediately grabbed the $ n alight.
he still wanted to talk to me lo!!
i walked like damn fast can, keep looking back.
i walked into the block he still didnt drive away..
damn it! next time i'll hesitate to take a taxi hm alone :S

2010-02-16T02:00:00.015+08:00

my 2nd valentine's day with rave!

he came over to fetch me & off to town..
to try our luck & see if any place is open.
to my surprise, cineileisure is still quite open~
we had our dinner at our all time fav,
the 'chicago steakhouse' yum yum!
after which, we managed to find our way to marina barrage.

it was actually my first time there.
and i love the atmosphere, the scenery :)

just lying there, looking at the stars..
it was so windy.. that pig nearly fell asleep~

we left after midnight to his house.
we actually played rounds of 'monopoly deal'! haha
till i fell asleep and woke up at 6 to cab home.
it was a really simple night, but definitely full of love ♥♥

2010-02-15T19:41:00.014+08:00

除夕
the very first time, we tried to make our own dinner :)

it was better than we expected,
at least it's edible! hahaha

2010-02-11T03:26:00.002+08:00

wonder...
why the ppl ard you is changing?
take a look at yourself in the mirror,
maybe you are the one who changed.

2010-02-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

a change of new layout ! :)

2010-02-06T03:20:00.002+08:00

school is really boring.
i didnt really attend lessons.
honestly, i don't have any motivation to carry on.

i hate staying in hall.
i hate the environment, the people...
everything.

i'm getting more independent?
or i should say more of a loner?
having dinner all by myself every weekday.
cos i rather eat alone than to entertain others,
be awkward or be a light bulb.
i really can't wait for this semester to be over,
so i can move back to my home~

sometimes i feel so happy with my friends,
sometimes i feel sooo emotional,
sometimes soo pissed off.
why am i like this?

every night before i sleep,
i think of her.. can't get to sleep..
i really miss her alot.

2010-01-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

my friend happened to paste me this link:
http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_482511.html
about another 2 NTU students committing suicide.
after reading, i was DAMN SHOCKED. why?
2 weeks back, i went mandai with dad
to visit my mummy.
right beside her, there's a new tablet.
her birth-date is 2 days after mine,
her death-date is 4 days after my mum.
i was thinking such a pity,
cos she's still young ma~
i can still rmb her name VERY clearly.
& the girl is indeed the one stated in the news.
like so qiao can!
somewhat send a chill down my spine~ :S
i think NTU's students r really damn stressed!

2010-01-13T03:48:00.002+08:00

special thanks to..

all my dear friends who msg/call me
& esp those who came down all the way.

i am really touched &

blessed to have you all as my friends..
love all!

2010-01-06T00:56:00.002+08:00

we met up with the docs today..
her condition is really bad now...
she's so in pain that she started screaming..
she can't eat/drink..
two days back she still able to talk to us,
but not a single word now..
she's so drowsy tt the doc suspect
it had spread to her brain alrdy..
the priority now is to lessen her pain,
that means more dosage given to her,
means more drowsy she will get..
maybe we will nv have the chance
to talk to her again...

"days.. or maybe short weeks" left..
we just want to let her know
how much we love her..

2009-12-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

ytd the malay patient beside my mum past away,
it was actually quite sudden.
they said the day before she was still
joking n talking to her husband as usual.
sudden shortness of breath,
the doctors tried to revive her for 2 hours
but in vain..
the family & relatives were all there,
crying and crying..
i felt extremely upset too.
becos soon...
we are going to be in their shoes..

2009-12-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

i am really exhausted
physically and mentally..

one month
is all left for me to do/say anything
to her.

i can't imagine life without her...

my family is falling apart,
when we should stay tgt n be strong.
quarrels, cold wars..
why are you all doing these..
i used to have a family i am proud of,
why it's falling apart now??

2009-12-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

“。。。你要有心理准备，妈妈随时会走。。”
“。。妈妈不能再照顾你们了”

看着她那哭着的表情，
我非常难受。。
我真的很想大哭一场

2009-12-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

for the past 6 days, she was in SGH
due to the infection of her swollen leg.
& her radio.t has started..
i nearly went down everyday
when there's no work.. tired~
today finally she's discharged.
before we leave for home, we went TTSH
to see another doctor.
he asked her what she knew abt her illness,
how she's feeling, what are her worries.
but she kept saying 'nothing'.
i feel heartbroken,
i knew she's keeping all to herself.
doc mentioned we shd like talk to her
but... does he knows how difficult it is?
he even asked us how we are coping?
i shrugged it off but srsly i am not fine.
keeping it to myself,
that's why i am so like her.

life has been really tiring..
everyone in my family is upset enough,
& a bitch has to add to our misery.
we are tired of u acting like u cared tt much.
becos we know the reason behind all these.
if u r tt unwilling, everyone agrees..
u should stop coming to our house.
and if you can't control urself from
saying unpleasant things to her,
please fucking keep ur mouth shut.
oh & we hate it when u keep calling us on our phones
complain about this and that.
she called like 8+am to ask stupid qns,
called like 11+pm to wake my parents up.
we can't be bothered with ur nonsense.
becos u did scream at me in my house
& 'tried' to lecture us, i hate you.
you don't know any shit abt wad we going through,
you have fucking NO rights to say us.
i don't care if u read this,
becos i don't give a damn.
(btw she's my 'aunt')
ARGH!

2009-11-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

two days back is her birthday~
due to her condition, unable to bring her out.
but.. her friends came over
& surprised her with a cake!
she cried, but is cos she's v touched.
i brought her flowers too
to brighten up her day...

today my relatives bring her to see 中医,
according to my uncle, he's quite good.
but when he saw her..
he told them he can't do anything.
something to do w cos
she once underwent operation..
she's a little disheartened & cried.
whatever it is,
i hope the miracle will come soon..
(heard from my aunt, the 中医 told her
she can't be cured,
ask her don't bother find others.
wtf.
he don't deserve to be a doctor
to say such things to a patient)

for now, most importantly is
to make her feel happy...
i love my mummy.

2009-11-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

more bad news from the doctor,
the chemo. t are not working
in fact it got worse.. :'(
she's going to undergo radio t.
everyday for a month.
it's so hard on her these few mths..
i felt so helpless.
my heart really aches so much..
dear god, pls.. i just need a miracle..
i don't want anything else..
i just want her to be healthy again.

life is that unfair..
it's like why is it her the chosen one?
i feel so depressed..
i can't study..

2009-11-13T23:51:00.003+08:00

my exam is in 10 days time!
yet i still can play fb game~
zz! no motivation..
good luck everybody!

2009-11-03T14:38:00.002+08:00

so many troubles,
no one understands.
yet he's not helping..

my mood is really bad these days,
one moment of happiness,
next i feel like crying.
what to do.

2009-10-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

men are from mars,
women are from venus

i so agree.
we just have to learn to compromise
tho it's difficult.

2009-09-29T03:15:00.002+08:00

the other day when she was talking to sis,
i was woken up n overheard.
she said she had no confidence at all.
everyday as long as she can open her eyes
& see us, she felt contented alrdy.
immediately my tears start flowing..

i wanted to hug her n said it's fine
but i cant do it becos i'll cry..

as days goes by, she's getting skinnier..
i felt very heartbroken
yet i can't do anything for her.
if god allow me to exchge anything
for her to be healthy again,
i'll do it right away...

god, pls don't take her away from us..
please..

2009-09-26T02:34:00.007+08:00

i'm currently updating with my new lappie!
the previous was since before poly till now,

like really antique!!
& i don't uds how i mgned to use so long~
this new one is like 37673x better!
anyway, i'm really happy for now! :D

taken @ kz's birthday BBQ bth him! act like as if he bbq!cotton on - vivian's farewell
my hall dinner & dance!
i'm supposed to be a 'witch' but... zzz
somehow everyone tot i'm french maid/doing cosplay!
& i spend $60 on the costume for few hours,
ARGH.. HEARTPAIN!
nevertheless, it's FUN!
video directors :)
me, timothy, fabian!
the event has ended but...
i'm gona be there again next year cos
i'm running secretary for the next dnd comm!

here comes recess weeekkkk.....
i'm so gona enjoy it, hopefully! :)

2009-09-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

I LIKE
KOREANSSSS

2009-08-21T02:38:00.000+08:00

i acted like i don't mind,
but seriously i minndddd..
how i wish i could be like rave,
just say how i feel str in their faces.
but sadly i can't do it.

2009-08-12T16:45:00.014+08:00

i have so many overdue photos!
i shall cut it short n sweet ya.

my birthday celebration w my family & rave
@ our fav senki restaurant!
their japanese buffet really best *thumbs up*
try it @ killiney road :)

i'm really happy :)

it was then KTV at party world till late,
my first time with my family. hees

i love them alot! ♥
& thanks to sister
for my lovely tiffany&co key necklace ;)

i'm finally twenty one! whheeeeee~

gathering with the girls,
so much fun & laughter we had! ;P
(thanks min for the photos)

when's ourr sentosa trip??

one of the saturdays after work,
went to join rave & friends @ Powerhouse.
i rmbed the music was quite good!
only took a few photos tho.

i think i'm really getting old.
i can't dance for long. boo

okay, a date with jessie lim @ Ion!
she waited v long for this day haha
it was super crowded but..
we still managed to explore e whole mall!
lol

next: freshmen orientation
not as a freshmen but a senior!
actually i intend to stay thruout the 5 days,
but due to i'm getting old (tired),
i went back after the third day lol

learning the mass dance~
nobody, nobody but you! lalala

i helped out for the FAM game
& here i am one of the station masters
for beach game @ sentosa.

don't see i so relax,
i still needa force myself to go for 'blind date'.
since our hall is always not enough of girls,
senior girls got to help out!
& i need to act like i'm a freshie+blindfolded.
heng lo, i nearly sabo-ed to 'eat-pokey tgt'!
i'm so awkward here :/

& i helped out for 'fright night' too~
the abandoned house! outside look quite chio hor,
inside super dusty n everything falling apart.

i'm a little girl ghost. LOL i look v funny.
12 hours in tt face paint can die!

qt's disfigured face,
or some say 'bak kua' face lol

joseph n cheekiat who's at the same station as me!
they are so funny pls.
either come out with weird ideas to tease
the freshies n esp seniors!!
or they said the wrong lines..
i nearly burst out into laughters!

i was perspiring like hell for 12 hours
& superrrrr tired when it ends at 6.30am.
but but it's still a FUN experience!! ;P

stop here first, i very tired lol
more photos for the next post~

2009-07-27T02:50:00.000+08:00

我觉得很无助，很难过。。。
难过到不知道跟谁说。
在我最需要安慰的时候，
我发现能跟我谈心的朋友不多，真可怜。

其实很多女的跟我一样，在感情上有问题，
但选着了原谅，忍耐。
可是为什么做人做到那么辛苦？
男天下乌鸦一般黑。
你原谅他一次，还不是有第二，三次？
咳。。不知道我在说什么。

我的心好痛痛痛。

2009-07-10T02:09:00.000+08:00

WOW
i'm turning 21 in two days time.
that's fast!

2009-07-02T01:51:00.004+08:00

last sat, DnD chalet @ coasta sands.
i had quite loads of fun! :)
they brought along xbox, ps2, wii,
cardgames & mahjong!
future guitarist~ hohofrank & jeremy singing "bleeding love",
you wouldn't want to listen to that..
so hilarious la!!
& we're very weird,
all others are having BBQ & us PIZZA!
i feel like eating bbq food de lor..
so the night was spent playing cards..
and 8 hours of crazy WIIng! SUPER FUN!!
who has wii? invite me over pls~~ :Di was exhausted, muscle ache for days!

at night, meet up with van ss hq russ
farewell dinner @ pearl river restaurant.
van gona finish her course in switzerland,
which will take her one whole year!
mr rave wasn't there since he was in camp~ boo
we gona miss her!

oh ya the other day i was so happy!
i didn't see rave for like 2 weeks for some reason,
since i'm going oversea,
i tot we wouldn't see each other for a month!
tt day i ended work, walking towards mrt station
when someone taps my shoulder, i turned ard
& he gave me a kiss right on my lips.
吓死人咧！nearly shout molest lo
hehehe.. we finally watched "Transformers" :)

i'm going to the airport in 9 hrs time!

whee

2009-06-19T00:06:00.006+08:00

yo people
if u're in orchard, do visit me @ work!
no longer in giordano hor,
is wisma cotton on BODY~
i can give u a nice 30% off :)
cheers!

two weeks back at senior camp
we look damn funny in tt awkward position,
only QT so happy.. hahahaha
*qt, got one photo ur pose V funny la!
i'm so gona tag u lol!
and ah kun has a sexy pose here. loljust two more weeks
hk! WHEE!

2009-06-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

i was damn pissed off !!
they eventually give me the
i-don't-care attitude just because

i am leaving the company for good.
since they are like that,
i don't find it a need to serve whole 2 wks notice.
these 2 days will be my LAST days there.
& they better let me sign the
bloody tender form.

2009-06-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

my first time @ singapore flyer
we only bother to go cos is $10 only,
cheapo us~ hahaha
if only it's the traditional ferris wheel,
every wk pull mr rave go take~~
the only nice view we can see,
since the other side is the IR under renov,
wait till it's done, i might consider coming agn :)QT & me..
she's finally as tanned as me :)

us with ah kun, her boyf.
i'm a lightbulb, but i don't mind..
muahaha :D

girls who are wearing skirts, ought to b careful.
at one pt of time, can see full nice view la.
tsk~ don't benefit the guys!

tuesday - NAC BBQ
free ride there by indian :)
it might be the last photo we took tgt,
since he's joining Cotton On soon,
tgt with Foo Ge.. booo..

Jovi, who acc me, keep eating all the way.. hee

& actually i have a pc of good news,
i got a new job alrdy @.... COTTON ON
YAY! i waited so long for this day!
tmr most prob going down to tender my job.
oh ya, QT joined too!
we gona be classmates/roomie/colleagues :)

2009-05-28T17:02:00.002+08:00

七月份我会回去香港一趟。
主要的原因是去看看爷爷,

这几天他住院了。
得知他有老人痴呆症.
咳。。不知道他还记不记得我？
想起以前公公也是。。
然后会去拜拜公公婆婆，拜访亲戚。
可能会有一，两天可以去逛逛。
还有会去澳门走走（我没去过咧）
挺期待的！！

2009-05-22T02:54:00.004+08:00

i love my long holiday! :)
i tot i'll be busy working my ass off..
but due to company's terrible cut-back,
i'm allowed to work only 22hrs/wk.
which is like 3 work days only!
so, i'm actually looking for new job.
& another reason, cos they cheated my $
for like close to one yr.. argh! forget it.
Pedder Group, pls pls pls call me back :/
i so want to change job!!!!!

alright, some photos taken days ago.
we had a mini celebration for marcus~

that's me, tianlong, qianting, marcus.
the usual clique in school~ haha

i'm like so tanned now.
finally around the same skin color as them but..
now i'm the darkest among the girls! tsk tsk.
(taken from xinhui)

somehow i quite like the tan,
but some said i look better when i'm fairer..
REALLY MEH? tsk.
& i realised one disadv of being darker,
can't put alot alot alot of concealer sia!
if not when u take photo w flash, got white patches.
especially my dark eye rings. more tsk!OH.. my results for this sem is out.
i totally forgot abt the date until QT reminded me.
didn't fail any modules, thank goodness!
& there's a little improvement~
i'm satisfied :) hehe.
next sem must work harder joanne!
(every sem says the same thing)

2009-05-13T01:00:00.003+08:00

咳。。这几天一直在吵架
真的是我太敏感，

还是你不够细心？

在你眼里我无理取闹，

在我眼里你不了解我。

真的好累。。
你知道你的话有多伤人吗？

2009-05-10T00:31:00.007+08:00

some photos taken few wks back.
the fun night at dblO
the alcohol is like 'free-flow'.

i only danced for 15 mins tt night?
i don't know why. haarave is so enjoying himself..
alot of his funny photos in fb lol
might be going agn next friday!

& i went sentosa!
initially tot tt it's gona rain~
no hope in tanning.
but in fact, we ALL got sunburnt.
& big thanks to kris for the picnic fooodd~
so nice of him to do it all by himself!
look at how happy he is.
he ate like 27953 hams/sausages
hahahahawe actually played drinking games +
forfeit drink beer @ the beach. like so weird~
poor sm & jin being buried by the boys.
i was the photographer. lol
i was terribly sunburnt.
i went to work with my 关公 face.
i went to school for one wk with my patchy face.
& i'm peeling all over now, like eeww.
(i can't stop scratching!!)

2009-04-21T02:42:00.002+08:00

我恨不得星期五的到来！！
LAST DAY OF PAPER
& I'LL BE FREEEEE for 3 months~
DBLO this very friday! WHEE!!

i'll b enrolling SSDC this holiday,
i sooo want to drive laaa

2009-04-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

o5 april
it's my brother's birthday!
we had sushi tei @ s'goon gardens
& back home was bingo session + cut cake.
finally he's eighteen, hope he'll grow up
and stop his 顶嘴 skill. lol

1o april, PH!
thanks kz for driving us around.
firstly, we went to tampinese IKEA
just to have our lunch/dinner.
then to the newly-opened TM1.
that place OMG! damn crowded!
i was actually there for UNIQLO,
i knew i would need to Q up.. but but
u know what! it was 'closed' @ 8.30pm, zzz~
totally waste our time there! :E
afterwhich off we went for movie @ The Cathay the storyline was quite good!!
not much fighting scenes for jackie chan,
but he is still the only hero.
daniel wu was so pathetic in the show! boo
i was so dissapointed that day,
i hate those harsh words.

shit. i should b studying.

2009-03-30T00:47:00.004+08:00

i'm back from cruiseee! suppose to go there n relax myself,

but only sleep 4hrs each day -.-
1st time played @ the casino,
the slot machine is FUN!
(maybe cos is not my $$ lol)
now i know why so many ppl owe $.
the bet for diff cardgames, min is like
$10, $25, $50.. for ONE rd.
in few secs, ~$50~ (my 1 day pay) tsk!

anyway, jus some photos..

the day i came back,
i bought my new handphone!!
(SUPER FINALLY can.. prev is LG choco)
it's the nokia 5800 comes with music.
so far so gd, i like it :)

past 2 weekends, been working @ Apple
for the iPhoto event.
ying huey & me!

Apple colleagues
enjoyed working with them :)

2 more weeks to exam!
i haven't start studying.. AHHH!!

2009-03-04T01:51:00.009+08:00

some updates for past 2 wks~
firstly i went to watch hall closing ceremony,
to support my roomie!

it's a dance competition among the halls.
some halls really lihai lar!! :/
(why i don't have such talent huh huh huh?)although they din manage to get in top 3,
they still did very well!! *applause*

next, DND main comm video shoot
everyone sacrificed their fri-sat to film this.
we were at the tutorial rooms filming,
till all the lights auto turn off @12am,
yet we continue....
spot sadako?the theme: spooky
it was actually quite difficult,
from the props/costumes/make-up...
we don have proper props, budget was pathetic $100.
make-up not prof enough, since we did it ourselves!
showing 2 zombies, dexter & frank here.
anyway, we tried our best alrdy.
hope it turns out well~ haha
see fabian film until lie on flr liao.. 专业!

on that sunday, bday celeb for san, hock, en!
we had dinner @ shokudo restaurant
afterwhich some left, we continue chatting @ mac,
lots of craps as usual, esp with kenneth ard. haha
i miss my secondary sch days!! 无忧无虑!

the following wk was CIDP (project).
it was supposingly our recess week la!!
i hate hate hate java prog with struts~ hais
it just make me feel so dumb n useless over tt wk.
give up? - i'll waste my 2 sems $$
硬撑? - i scare i cant graduate
H A I S S S S S S

anyhow, some dates for me to look fwd to.
17th - our one year :)
25-27th - i'm going on cruise.
it's a self-declare holiday, time to distress!! :D

oh ya, recent stabbing case in NTU,
i was eating my breakfast when it happened.
news spread damn fast in school la!
i really feel so sorry for him,
he didnt accomplished his mission yet he.. hais
& the newspaper write until the lecturer damn gd,
maybe he was the one who agitated him?
who will bring a knife in his/her bag to sch right?
i think he before that, 忍无可忍
so he alrdy planned everything..?
人生短短, 为何。。

2009-02-17T21:36:00.005+08:00

how i spent my valentine's day..
just like any ordinary day with him
no candlelit dinner, no flowers,
just his companion :)
we wore our disney tee from hk haha
so childish la.. many ppl looking at us..
we had dinner @ chomp chomp~
in fact, i was craving for sambal stingray..
wah i didnt know lala was tt nice till tt day!
i want to eat again SOON!

we had dessert at andersen
look at how dirty he eat until. tsk~

& we caught the movie 'Pink Panther 2'
soso only, just a v lame show.. haha

he bought me a huge perfume set
w some body lotion thingy..
i think i can use for years hehe
Daisy by marc jacobs ♥
i like the smell! sweeet~~
so much lighter than my prev SF :)
thanks baby

2009-02-11T03:48:00.005+08:00

6th Feb
after school meet up with ♥,
pass him one of the vday present..
in case he can't book out from new unit nxt wk
(better not la hur! :E )
self-deco cake @ the icing shop
i really no arts juice inside me.. best i can do~

maybe it'll be better if is baked by me?
but i really dont have e time to do it..
你的失望使我更失望。
anyhow, we had ajisan ramen for dinner& caught the andy lau movie "Look for a Star"
very slow-paced movie but i like the ending.
幸福是要争取的。

7th Feb
attended daddy's company dinner,
as usual sit with half-a-table of strangers.

that's mummy & me..
do we look alike??

school's getting more stressful..
more & more topics tt i don't understand!
add on to that, friends start to show true colours..
fyi, true friends don look down on you,
mock you or whatever shit.
in fact, they encourage n motivate you.
YES, you are clever so what? big f?
you're just a freak with terribly low EQ!
you're NOT inside our proj group,
so jus shut the fuck up n stop influ our grp member.
it's true tt our results r not tt good
but u don have the rights to say us..
老虎不发威当我是病猫。
sorry but you're no longer a friend.

2009-02-04T16:06:00.008+08:00

my new year was great! :)
how about yours?
just some photos~

uncle adds in our fav salmon! i ♥~~~

went to rave's hse 拜年.
thanks auntie, for big angbao! :D dinner @ ah yat, with relatives.
time past so fast & it's back to sch alrdy.
quiz, test, lab all the shit..
i'm lagging behind this sem again :(

last sat, met up with van, ss, hq, russ!
it's been a while since we went out,
everyone is so busy with school/ns..
we had dinner @ waraku~
we even took neoprints, i feel 16 again. lol
& it was to van's house!
played alittle of 'taboo' & cardgame 'rugby'.
hq is super lousy in taboo.. hahaha
then it was a game of endless monopoly!
till like 4+am?! i was freakin tired. lol
got angbao too, thanks auntie! :)

2009-01-25T02:43:00.003+08:00

WHEE! CNY is coming!! $.$
had a v v last min shopping @ vivocity today
finally i managed to get what i need.

oh ya.. sth unbelievable happened.
not on me, but on rave's friend.
we were at fredperry & he bought a top.
somehow i dunno why, he decided to buy 4D
using the receipt number!? kind of stupid~
the no was sth like '05406'.. so
he asked shd he buy '0540' or '5406'.
& he decided on '5406' instead,

his reason being two '0's harder to get.
2-3 hours later.. HE ACTUALLY WON!
& IT'S FIRST PRIZE! damn..
how lucky can he be!!! wahhhh
in the 1st place, why wld u sudden buy a receipt no!
initially he still thinking shd he buy Gstar jeans,
now he can get like x15 of that.
wahhh.. arghss! pardon me..
i'm just plain jealous! :/
oh god, when's my turn?

2009-01-07T14:03:00.004+08:00

one night of cycling
& i nearly died of exhaustion.
8 hours of insane cycling.... o.o

seriously i think it's not fun lor,

i tot supposed to be more relax kind
but i felt like i'm participating in marathon.
we cycled for 40km? according to e bike.
except the part we get to eat at bedok 85,
we didnt even rest much at all,
@ ecp but didnt even go to the beach,
@ changi but didnt even see planes flying off.
just my opinion~~
my body ache for three days esp my butt.